Cement Girl

I'm writing here AGAIN, because i have nothing better to do. Seriously, i'm bored out of my mind, even on the internet, where i can usually find a good hour worth of stuff to do. no, not today. I feel like i want to do a million different things, but i'm so limited, i can't.

Nothing really happened today. I babysat for two kids i've babysat for before. That was fine. Not enjoyable, but fine. I got back to my dorm room and I was so.. out of it. I think because of the allergy medicine i took (i guess it DOES make me drowsy, natalie). I felt so, so out of it. I called my parents to see if they were home, but they were out, and said they'd call me when they got home. So i waited around for them to call me back. I did nothing.

Then i went ove to my parents'. Joel and Rinda and Grandma were coming over for dinner, so I was there from 4 till 8:45 or so. That was nice. See the baby, see everybody else. Have discussion with family about the war. Watch some Law and Order. Joke around about stuff. I love my family.

Then i came back here, and i feel the same way I did at 3 this afternoon. Tired, unmotivated, dreary. grr.

I went over to joel and rinda's today, and held Hannah for almost two hours.

I want to be a mom.

pleeeease don't do this to me.

I guess this is one of those lounge days. throw on a pair of jeans, a plain t-shirt and a black hooded sweatshirt. later i'll put on some shoes. My hair is up in a haphazard ponytail. there was not even the thought of primping today. no way.

heh. that's how i was yesterday too! wonderful!

i have been up since 8:30. Why? I don't know why. don't ask me that. I went to bed around 1:20am, after just talking on the computer for far too long, and then reading Time that i got on Tuesday but hadn't had a chance to read yet. So i went to sleep. Then i randomly wake up at 2am, and think it's time to get up. So i get out of bed, and go over to my closet to get my bathrobe on. Why? i guess i thought it was time to get up. I just said out loud "I have no idea what i'm doing" and natalie mumbled something about how she didn't know what i was doing either.

So then snuggled back into bed, and woke up again at 3am. now.. this time i went for my sweatshirt, that was hanging in my closet. Why? I don't know, because I was actually really HOT when i was in bed, and actually sweating, so I don't know why i went for the sweatshirt. I realized again, once i looked at the clock, that it was 3am, and there was really no reason for me to be up at that stupid hour. So i crawled back into bed.

I heard natalie moving around this morning, and was in and out of consciousness, and then just randomly decided to get up at 8:30. Why? I'm not sure... because i have nothing to do today. once i was up, and in the bathroom and into the shower, i was thinking to myself "Why am i up this early? I have nothing to do"

My friends- it has been a strange morning. Now i sit here waiting for 11am, and then I will go watch classmates perform stuff in chapel... Then i'm going to go over to joel and rinda's to visit rinda and da baby. i hope i get some mail today.

here i am.. with nothing really to talk about.

I hung out in Tai's room last night, again until about 12:45. Very bad idea. I'm extremely tired today, since i woke up at 7:15. I felt fine when i was getting ready but as soon as I sat down at breakfast i just about fell asleep- and then we went to class, and i could barely keep my eyes open. Luckily the professor had us doing discussions, and i talked a lot.. so that kept me awake. By the time class was over I was pretty well and awake. I went to chapel where the group that went to Mexico shared, and then Tai, Stephanie and I went to Chuck E. Cheese.

Now i'm just sitting here, waiting until two thirty, to go to class. Vocal Jazz. Oh- that reminds me to do some highlighting on our stuff.

it is boring around here today, and i haven't gotten a call for a job tomorrow. GRR! my first full free friday in a long time, and no job yet!? suck.

I don't think there has ever been a time in my life where I have loved music this much. I can't find enough time in the day to listen to/talk about it.

gah.

alright so i told natalie i'd post about this... so i have to. I was just sitting here, and remembering it, and made myself laugh.

Today natalie and I were on our way to vocal jazz class, just cruising along outside, walking down this path. I had a peppermint in my mouth and all of the sudden it gets sucked back into the back of my throat- like i could choke on it. and I just start kinda doing that hocking-up-stuff cough, where it's like a cat hocking up a hairball, and the peppermint comes free.

I SAVED MY OWN FREAKIN' LIFE! I was so proud of myself.

We continued walking to class, and then natalie saved HER own life by watching out cause a car was coming down the road and could've hit us. Man. i was still laughing about saving my own life, and just sayhing "man.. that was the best part of my day, choking on that peppermint"

I'm just going to write in my blog right now.. cause i'm bored and have nothing better to do. This is like major relax-o week. I have a small, small paper (one page) due tonight in EdTec. That's done. Then Thursday I have stuff do for my Intro to Ed class, but it's actually already done because i thought it was due last week, and already did it. Oh wait- I do have to interview my practicum teacher tomorrow, and write a paper for it.. but that's no biggie.

So i'm just maxing and relaxing. The quotes from below were from hanging out in tai's room last night for FOUR freakin' hours. It was lots of fun. We were so loud we even got a PA to come and tell us to be quiet. OooooOOo. nice. So i was there till about 12:30 or so. That was a lot of fun. I was up there for a while, on my own computer, and chatting with Tai. Then Chrystal and Annette came in to play Tai's old school nintendo... supermario bros. 3. Fun stuff, we just made fun of Annette's skills- cause she was really bad. Her and Chrystal are a lot of fun, and Annette even ran to 7-11 and got us stuff- and i got a slurpee. Haven't had one of those in a long time.

Not a whole lot is happening around here because I'm not really doing a lot. I mean, I spent four hours in Tai's room doing NOTHING except hanging out. That was so much fun- i haven't done that in a long time- just veg around with friends. I came down to my room to grab my power cord for my laptop and April came out of her room and is all "what are you doing?" and i said "Just hanging out in tai's room- wanna come up?" and she's all "yeesss. i'm bored" so then she came up. Much fun is had when you mix April with ANYONE, let alone Tai.

Cause like a week ago Natalie, April and I went to Walmart together, and we were just laughing so much-- and i'm just saying "Guyyyys.. let's hang out more often". It's getting to that April point where i realize that i will be not hanging out with these people every day during the summer. Besides- Tai doesn't know if she's coming back (probably not). Natalie is moving to the apartments, April won't be coming back. MY FRIIIIENDS. Jaime was already mean and left me hanging. Wah. Oh well- a lot of the freshmen are awesome- and i'm excited to get to know them, and have four hour hang out sessions with them.

PA stuff is starting to happen- our first meeting as future PAs is next monday night- i'm highly excited about that. I also got a phone call from the AC that we should go to this grief seminar tomorrow night.. but i can't go because of church.

So... i don't know.. there's not much else. Hopefully i will get to see Hannah, my niece at church tomorrow night. I haven't seen her since last wednesday, and maybe i'm having withdrawals.

Another one of the cousins had a baby last night, another girl. and her name is Harper!! That's the best name. It's so great. I have a cousin named Harper! that's awesome. Three new baby girls in our family in the 5 months. wow. that's a lot of girlies. poor little ryan is all by himself in the second cousin realm. Except for Blake, but blake is so much older than everyone.

Anyway. I think it's time to post a picture of my hannah.



quote of the day: Tai- "I.. I.. I have stuff to do on my computer. I'm really busy"

Lots of people here on campus have "quote boards" where they put funny things people said.

So now this blog is my quote board.

april: she grabbed my armpit slash boob!
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april: I almost peed my pants
me: I almost peed MY pants
tai: I peed... already.