Thursday, March 03, 2005
| I have been reading a lot about death lately. Death, frankly, scares me. It just does. I hate thinking about it, but do it all the time. i have been having CRAZY dreams down here lately. I won´t get into them but they are so vivid and i have different dreams every night. I am terribly homesick, but i won´t say that on my Mexico blog. I want to be home, but I can´t be, and that just frustrates me. the kids are slowly wearing me down and i´m just beginning to want some familiar food and familiar people and all of that. The first week I was here I got told by people that they liked my things.. they really liked my coheed and cambria track jacket. One guy told me he really liked my piercing. This was all from jr. and sr. highers. I realized that what I have, how I dress, and ESPECIALLY my piercing are extremely juvenile. I started to worry and then finally said to myself that i just don´t really care. I admit that it´s juvenile and I admit that I like juvenile things and I just want to admit to everyone that I don´t want to grow up. Ever. |
