Friday, November 05, 2004
Very often i have to remind myself that I am more than the circumstances I find myself in. what "more" that is, I have not figure out yet. I have fallen into identifying myself by what I do, what I listen to, how I spend my time... yet all that does is tell me what my interests are, where my priorities lie-- it does not tell me who I am.
Amidst everything last night, I was frustrated by my situation. The state of my relationships, the state of my academic achievements, even with reactions to something I did. All I could do is get mad at myself and others. I am a very, very lonely girl.
I really can't put into words how much I just want to blow this popsicle stand. haha.
But I'm serious.
Amidst everything last night, I was frustrated by my situation. The state of my relationships, the state of my academic achievements, even with reactions to something I did. All I could do is get mad at myself and others. I am a very, very lonely girl.
I really can't put into words how much I just want to blow this popsicle stand. haha.
But I'm serious.
Thursday, November 04, 2004
AOIGHIEHGEIHDGHLKDVNO!)(#*%)#(*)(*!)!!
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Sometimes it just gets to be too much.
All this partisan junk gets to be too much when a conservative talk show host is repeatedly threatened, has to move out into the country, and then gets a phone call from his wife (while on air!) that they are getting more aggressive. Yes, folks, the threateners are going to "rape you until you die".
All in the name of politics, my friends.
All this partisan junk gets to be too much when a conservative talk show host is repeatedly threatened, has to move out into the country, and then gets a phone call from his wife (while on air!) that they are getting more aggressive. Yes, folks, the threateners are going to "rape you until you die".
All in the name of politics, my friends.
Last night I had class, and we got out early because of election night. I came home, did some homework, and watched the news. Matt came over, and then he, stephanie, and I went to Best Buy where we looked at cds and watched election coverage in a small tv screen inside a refrigerator door. Yes, you read that right. We made fun of John Kerry's face, and went to get ice cream.
I am a mess right now. I accidentally grated my thumb along with my cheese yesterday (mmm quesadilla), and this morning I gave myself a papercut... on my lip.
oh! but everything's fine and dandy.
"Blue eyes
you're the secret i keep"
I am a mess right now. I accidentally grated my thumb along with my cheese yesterday (mmm quesadilla), and this morning I gave myself a papercut... on my lip.
oh! but everything's fine and dandy.
"Blue eyes
you're the secret i keep"
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
I would like to make a bumper sticker that says:
"Friends don't let friends vote partisan."
thank you.
"Friends don't let friends vote partisan."
thank you.
Monday, November 01, 2004
"John Kerry? Not!
George Bush? Not!
Arnold Schwarzenegger? Not!!
.... Maria Shriver? Hottttt"
George Bush? Not!
Arnold Schwarzenegger? Not!!
.... Maria Shriver? Hottttt"
happy birthday to me.
last night stephanie and I had planned to go to my church's little halloween party and then go see The Motorcycle Diaries afterward. Well, it turned out that that movie was only play at the theater downtown that plays more indie-type movies. Bah. I didn't want to park in a garage, just Stephanie and me, and risk the weirdos out on the town on Halloween.
So we went downtown and went to a concert, instead. We only had to park a block away. We had been in and out of commitment to seeing this concert with Matt for the last two weeks. He let me borrow the cd, and I had fallen in love with it. We hadn't planned on going to see the concert, but after we decided not to go see the movie, it was a "well... let's go see if it's sold out" situation. And it wasn't sold out- and we were already down there, so we said okay. It was pretty good. A band named Three opened... good musicians, but I just didn't really care for their music. Underoath played... not really my thing either, but Coheed and Cambria was really good.
Underoath dressed up like truckers, most of them, while one wore a little bit of a buzz lightyear outfit and goggles, and another guy was... a robot?
But Coheed and Cambria dressed up like thugs. It was absolutely awesome. They all came out in big jerseys, headbands, baseball hats, the whole bit. The lead singer even had cornrows-- he normally has big curly afro-like hair, but it was in cornrows...whether it had been like that lately, or he did it for the concert, i'm not sure.. but it was seriously hilarious. Anyway- good concert, they played all the songs we've started to love off this cd.
Stephanie saw a guy from high school, we saw a guy from our college (who immediately got cool points for mentioning he had to get out of the pit because he had had enough of the girls rubbing up all over him), and some kid threw up behind us. Good times.
I couldn't sleep last night, and this morning Stephanie and I woke up at 5 to go swimming which felt really nice. I had classes from 7:30-11:40. I'm doing a big project now. Tonight I'll go to dinner with my parents, and hang out with friends.
life is good.
last night stephanie and I had planned to go to my church's little halloween party and then go see The Motorcycle Diaries afterward. Well, it turned out that that movie was only play at the theater downtown that plays more indie-type movies. Bah. I didn't want to park in a garage, just Stephanie and me, and risk the weirdos out on the town on Halloween.
So we went downtown and went to a concert, instead. We only had to park a block away. We had been in and out of commitment to seeing this concert with Matt for the last two weeks. He let me borrow the cd, and I had fallen in love with it. We hadn't planned on going to see the concert, but after we decided not to go see the movie, it was a "well... let's go see if it's sold out" situation. And it wasn't sold out- and we were already down there, so we said okay. It was pretty good. A band named Three opened... good musicians, but I just didn't really care for their music. Underoath played... not really my thing either, but Coheed and Cambria was really good.
Underoath dressed up like truckers, most of them, while one wore a little bit of a buzz lightyear outfit and goggles, and another guy was... a robot?
But Coheed and Cambria dressed up like thugs. It was absolutely awesome. They all came out in big jerseys, headbands, baseball hats, the whole bit. The lead singer even had cornrows-- he normally has big curly afro-like hair, but it was in cornrows...whether it had been like that lately, or he did it for the concert, i'm not sure.. but it was seriously hilarious. Anyway- good concert, they played all the songs we've started to love off this cd.
Stephanie saw a guy from high school, we saw a guy from our college (who immediately got cool points for mentioning he had to get out of the pit because he had had enough of the girls rubbing up all over him), and some kid threw up behind us. Good times.
I couldn't sleep last night, and this morning Stephanie and I woke up at 5 to go swimming which felt really nice. I had classes from 7:30-11:40. I'm doing a big project now. Tonight I'll go to dinner with my parents, and hang out with friends.
life is good.
