Saturday, October 02, 2004
homework is not motivating.
i have to take the advice (or rather the comment) and apply it: "that's what it's like living on your own".
It's time i grew up and started taking care of myself.
i have to take the advice (or rather the comment) and apply it: "that's what it's like living on your own".
It's time i grew up and started taking care of myself.
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
okay James C.- reveal yourself and your identity of who you are.
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Today was my first day in my classroom for practicum. it's a short practicum, so i'll only be in there once a week. And second graders are NOT my first choice, but they're cute and easy, so it's all okay.
They helped take my mind off of things today.
teacher: yes, that pictures is from when my sister turned.. 50!
kids: (that's old!) (whoooaaa!) (50!?)
teacher: that's not old.... it's my age!
dorothy: you're not old... cause you're our teacher
teacher: right, and teachers aren't old!
haha. also, it's a guy teacher which is fun. Dorothy also whispered to me today before school started "i was surprised to get a boy teacher. in kindergarten i had a girl teacher, and in first grade i had a girl teacher, and now i have a boy teacher! I was not expecting that."
They helped take my mind off of things today.
teacher: yes, that pictures is from when my sister turned.. 50!
kids: (that's old!) (whoooaaa!) (50!?)
teacher: that's not old.... it's my age!
dorothy: you're not old... cause you're our teacher
teacher: right, and teachers aren't old!
haha. also, it's a guy teacher which is fun. Dorothy also whispered to me today before school started "i was surprised to get a boy teacher. in kindergarten i had a girl teacher, and in first grade i had a girl teacher, and now i have a boy teacher! I was not expecting that."
Monday, September 27, 2004
what was i supposed to do, people? fake being happy and in love and live a life in suburbia like everyone expected? I don't usually spill stuff like this, but for some reason people think i'm dealing with this just fine. and i'm not. i miss him, and i miss what we had together. i miss talking like we used to. i miss all of that. there's this big void and many days i wander around the house trying to figure out how to fill it.
what are you supposed to do when you have to do what's right and you know it's going to hurt a bunch of people-namely him the most-in the end?
i'm sorry i ruined everyone's storybook ending that they dreamed up for us.
if only you all knew the whole story. you don't.
what are you supposed to do when you have to do what's right and you know it's going to hurt a bunch of people-namely him the most-in the end?
i'm sorry i ruined everyone's storybook ending that they dreamed up for us.
if only you all knew the whole story. you don't.
Sunday, September 26, 2004
it's so easy to dance around issues.
i'm trying to reconcile a lot of things right now... and it's hard not having that one person to talk to... at least not like that anymore. My roommates are good to talk to, though.
speaking of roommates- it's been a pretty crazy day/weekend around these parts. stephanie and i saw 'shaun of the dead' on friday night and we've been imitating zombies ever since (thanks to that scene at the winchester). We love freaking Natalie out. And then Natalie went and traced on arm of veins up to her elbow in red marker and came out screaming at us. SCREAMING. piercing SCREAMS.
we had so many laughs this weekend. and i love my roommates and mush mush mush.
things are weird around here lately.
speaking of roommates- it's been a pretty crazy day/weekend around these parts. stephanie and i saw 'shaun of the dead' on friday night and we've been imitating zombies ever since (thanks to that scene at the winchester). We love freaking Natalie out. And then Natalie went and traced on arm of veins up to her elbow in red marker and came out screaming at us. SCREAMING. piercing SCREAMS.
we had so many laughs this weekend. and i love my roommates and mush mush mush.
things are weird around here lately.
