Sunday, September 08, 2002
The most embarrassing thing happened the other night. Natalie was hanging out the window talking to Kellen. Earlier I had posted something on his door about checking out Ester Drang and Appleseed Cast-- that he would like them. His board was really cluttered and i was wondering if he would really ever see it. SO... When there was a pause in the conversation, I was going to turn around and say "hey kellen- I left a message on your board... make sure to read it" or something to that affect. Except I turned around and, very loudly (because I was yelling out the window), said "Hey Seth---" and stopped short. And Natalie just started busting up laughing... and i was just went "oh crap" and put my hand over my mouth. real great. And Kellen's like "what? what?" (cause i think he thought I said sex), and i said "oh, i just called you seth accidentally" and Natalie was still laughing really hard. And Kellen's all "who's seth? huh? awww c'mon... who's seth... " and i'm just like "uhhh NO". IT WAS SO STUPID!! i couldnt' believe it happened, and then i told Jaime and April, and of course they both got a great kick out of that. Jaime thinks it signifies that I put them both in the same category.... so over. HAHA don't i sound like a 15 year old.
So this is my last night in Washington. This was my last weekend to come and help out. And now I go back. Next weekend I'll be in the dorms. My friends and I will probably go to Saturday Market, or 23rd, or Hawthorne.. and CHILL. baby CHILL. cause i need some chilling time. AND Sunday I get to go to my church! Praise Jehovah.. I've missed it so much.
AND EVERY-FREAKIN BODY IS PREGNANT!! oh my word. Erin Towne, and then Becky is pregnant too... they announced my sister-in-law Rinda's pregnancy at church today.. and Tammy's pregnant, and Danielle. And joan and mike! for pete's sake people.
My grandma has lived with my family since I was about 7. Tonight my mom called, and talked to my aunt, because they're trying to figure out a good situation for my grandma. She's getting to the point where she can't drive, and she really can't live independently anymore. So they might start looking into care places, the apartment kind, which is semi-independent. And then my parents are thinking of moving into a smaller place.. like a condo or townhouse.
AND WHERE DOES THAT LEAVE ME? yeah. Meghan. over here. I"m in college. I have no home from now on, I guess. I have crap in boxes. I have crap in my dorm room. It will be SO weird. My parents will move into a place that doesn't even feel like home. i'm not gonna have my own room! I was lamenting over this at work, and my uncle said "Oh, you'll fall in love and get married pretty soon" uhhhh not likely. I hate this. I'm always the leftover wheel in the family.This whole summer i've felt out of place, i lived out of suitcases, and that's how it's going to be for the next three million years of my life. Thanks.
So this is my last night in Washington. This was my last weekend to come and help out. And now I go back. Next weekend I'll be in the dorms. My friends and I will probably go to Saturday Market, or 23rd, or Hawthorne.. and CHILL. baby CHILL. cause i need some chilling time. AND Sunday I get to go to my church! Praise Jehovah.. I've missed it so much.
AND EVERY-FREAKIN BODY IS PREGNANT!! oh my word. Erin Towne, and then Becky is pregnant too... they announced my sister-in-law Rinda's pregnancy at church today.. and Tammy's pregnant, and Danielle. And joan and mike! for pete's sake people.
My grandma has lived with my family since I was about 7. Tonight my mom called, and talked to my aunt, because they're trying to figure out a good situation for my grandma. She's getting to the point where she can't drive, and she really can't live independently anymore. So they might start looking into care places, the apartment kind, which is semi-independent. And then my parents are thinking of moving into a smaller place.. like a condo or townhouse.
AND WHERE DOES THAT LEAVE ME? yeah. Meghan. over here. I"m in college. I have no home from now on, I guess. I have crap in boxes. I have crap in my dorm room. It will be SO weird. My parents will move into a place that doesn't even feel like home. i'm not gonna have my own room! I was lamenting over this at work, and my uncle said "Oh, you'll fall in love and get married pretty soon" uhhhh not likely. I hate this. I'm always the leftover wheel in the family.This whole summer i've felt out of place, i lived out of suitcases, and that's how it's going to be for the next three million years of my life. Thanks.
