Wednesday, August 31, 2005
I'm not very good at having friend relationships. I think I have four friends. My roommates go off to hang out with people from home and other people from school, and I have no one else. I have to remedy this somehow or some way. Perhaps I am too picky about who I want to be my friend?
This weekend will make one whole year. One whole year and not a lot has changed. I did a few amazing things in this last year. I'm about something else that is really amazing, something I can hardly believe I'm doing. Mostly I'm still the same boring Meghan. I have a million different things I want to do with my life. Wonderful, marvelous things, but I lack a lot of motivation and and am entirely too pessimistic. What happens now? I can't wait around for what I really want, and in the mean time I'm stuck being my old boring self.
This weekend will make one whole year. One whole year and not a lot has changed. I did a few amazing things in this last year. I'm about something else that is really amazing, something I can hardly believe I'm doing. Mostly I'm still the same boring Meghan. I have a million different things I want to do with my life. Wonderful, marvelous things, but I lack a lot of motivation and and am entirely too pessimistic. What happens now? I can't wait around for what I really want, and in the mean time I'm stuck being my old boring self.
Comments:
You have friends, you just DONT see them...all you see are your four friends, and thats all. I knew this from the beginning, but do you think that stopped me from trying to become one of your friends? NO! But now, it's your call...I will just end up pushing you away, farther and farther, if I try anymore. I'm sorry if I sound rude in saying that, but it's the truth.
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