Cement Girl

I have this very weird feeling. It seems as if I am starting a new phase of my life. That, in itself, is not weird, but it seems like every time I come online I get more and more disenchanted with everything that it holds. What makes it odd is that it has been such a huge part of my life for so long. It appears as though it's fading into something I don't recognized any longer. I don't talk to anybody online, I'm not interested in the petty things we all talk about. I'm tired of talk, talk, talk. My biggest joys come when I am with my friends and family. When I am busy with activities and teaching myself new things I don't even notice that I'm gone. Being online has not become something I look forward to, it has become the the very last choice when I am completely bored. I think the only reason I'll stick around at all is to find out about new music, movies, and books.

It would be no surprise to me at all if, after my months in Mexico, I just don't care anymore. Because it's beginning to feel that way.