Cement Girl

so today i realized why i started taking bass lessons. Yes, i like the appeal of the upright, and i think it will be fun... but i realized that i'm not really good at anything, and i'm dying to be good at something. I'm not super smart or really good at singing or playing the piano. I'm not greatly funny and not particularly outgoing. bah bah bah.

i've finally realized that what i do is just a big conspiracy (by myself to myself) to cover up what i'm not.