Cement Girl

this is one of those nights where i feel like i don't belong anywhere. i don't fit in. i don't have a place.

these feelings resurface every few months after i see other people actually have a place. then i feel out in the middle of nowhere, atop a tree, looking down on everyone else and their socializing.

i thought these feelings would go away after high school. but i suppose they'll last the rest of my life.

Prediction: the next big heavy feeling of this will hit in early September, if not sooner. If not a permanent distraction when i go back to school.

something tells me... i don't belong here.

I think I need to lay down and cry.