Cement Girl

It is SucH a gorgeous day outside. I think it's supposed to be this way through the weekend. This is the weather I love. white clouds floating by, blue skies, and it's about 55 degrees out. I love that kind of weather. mmmmm i say. i should sit outside today or tomorrow.

"the bathroom is a creepy place for pictures of your friends"-238

There's not a whole lot to talk about. I got my PA application, and i'm in the middle of filling that out. I just got an e-mail from jim haley, the Area Coordinator for the dorms just saying "i saw all you people signed up for being interested in being a PA... blah blah blah". And it had other peoples' e-mails on it. umm.. so there are all these great people i'm up against. And now i'm like "why even bother?" i said that to myself "Well this is a lose-lose situation" .. but oh well. Then i remembered I placed it in God's hands, and if it's mean to be, then it is. I can't force it, and i can't change anything, i can just do my best. If i'm supposed to be a PA, i suppose it'll happen.

"I just remembered that time at the market
Snuck up behind me, and jumped on my shopping cart
and rolled down aisle five
You looked behind you to smile back at me
Crashed into a rack of magazines
They asked us if we could leave

Can't remember what went wrong last september
though i'm sure you'd remind me if you had to

our love was comfortable
and so broken in [insert the other day's lyrics in here]

She thinks i can't see the smile that she's fakin
and poses for pictures that aren't being taken

I loved you
grey sweatpants
no makeup
so perfect

our love was comfortable and so broken in "- john mayer